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    <updated>2026-04-23T11:17:58-07:00</updated>
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        <name>RC</name>
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        <title>Erotically Inclined</title>
        <author>
            <name>RC</name>
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        <link href="https://rambling.chantrix.org/erotically-inclined/"/>
        <id>https://rambling.chantrix.org/erotically-inclined/</id>

        <updated>2026-04-23T11:17:58-07:00</updated>
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                    Lizzette Monroe and Sigh launched the Erotically Inclined Discord server in 2024 to make a cozy spot for smut writers to share tips and tricks and frustrations with various platforms. It has grown considerably since then, becoming a resource for hundreds. It has been an&hellip;
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                <p><a href="https://www.literotica.com/authors/Erozetta" title="Lizzette Monroe, Erozetta on Literotica">Lizzette Monroe</a> and <a href="https://www.literotica.com/authors/SighonSocial" title="Sigh, SighonSocial on Literotica">Sigh</a> launched the <a href="https://discord.gg/kAQZSjhSZF" title="the Erotically Inclined discord server for authors and enjoyers of smut">Erotically Inclined Discord server</a> in 2024 to make a cozy spot for smut writers to share tips and tricks and frustrations with various platforms. It has grown considerably since then, becoming a resource for hundreds.</p>
<p>It has been an absolute joy to be part of that community for about a year now. Erotically Inclined was a huge source of strength as I struggled to finish my book. I've made friends and written stories I wouldn't have without the camaraderie. I barely remember the isolation that used to accompany the solitary endeavor of smut-writing.</p>
<p>Today I'm honored to call Liz and Sigh not only my friends, but my collaborators. I have officially joined the admin team!</p>
<p>Erotically Inclined is metamorphosing. We're working on a number of projects in addition to the Discord server. Liz just <a href="https://www.eroticallyinclined.org/" title="website for the Erotically Inclined smut group">launched a gorgeous new website and blog for the group</a>. Next up, we're putting together an anthology of free smut for the <a href="https://itch.io/jam/the-queer-wrongs-jam-2026" title="queer wrongs jam 2026 on itch.io">Queer Wrongs Jam 2026</a>. More exciting things to follow, so stay tuned.</p>
<p>Come <a href="https://discord.gg/kAQZSjhSZF" title="join the Erotically Inclined discord server">hang out with us</a> if you're a writer or enjoyer of erotica!</p>
<p>We don't bite—unless you consent ;)</p>
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    <entry>
        <title>Reconciliation at all Costs</title>
        <author>
            <name>RC</name>
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        <link href="https://rambling.chantrix.org/reconciliation-at-all-costs/"/>
        <id>https://rambling.chantrix.org/reconciliation-at-all-costs/</id>

        <updated>2026-04-15T08:17:16-07:00</updated>
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                    👉 Reconciliation at all Costs on Literotica Today's story is a little different. This is not a short story in the traditional sense, and it does not belong in the canon of Stewardland EU stories I've been building since 2019. It is a letter, addressing&hellip;
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                <p><a href="https://www.literotica.com/s/reconciliation-at-all-costs-1" title="read Reconciliation at all Costs by Rambling Chantrix on Literotica">👉 Reconciliation at all Costs on Literotica</a></p>
<p>Today's story is a little different. This is not a short story in the traditional sense, and it does not belong in the canon of Stewardland EU stories I've been building since 2019.</p>
<p>It is a letter, addressing readers of Literotica's "Loving Wives" category.</p>
<p>In that category there is a subgenre called "Reconciliation at any Cost," in which a cheater and their aggrieved spouse reconnect and repair their relationship after a rupture. This is not that. The title is an intentional spin on the subgenre label, and you won't find any classic apology here, no repair, no rekindling. It is a good-bye letter.</p>
<p>The thing the letter asks of the reader is, at its most basic, that they know themselves.</p>
<p>Loving Wives is notorious for its in-fighting, for the readers who hate stories of reconciliation or the readers who hate stories of cuckolding or the readers who hate stories about "burning the [cheating] bitch/bastard." It is a category full of rage. The rage can be confusing to people. <a href="https://www.literotica.com/s/loving-loving-wives" title="Loving Loving Wives, by NoTalentHack, on Literotica">Here's an essay about it</a>.</p>
<p>I struggle with the rage. It's not a frequency on which I operate, most of the time. I tend to reserve my deepest hatreds for oppressors and the ills of capitalism. Humans who make interpersonal mistakes? Not so much. Show me a human who doesn't make interpersonal mistakes.</p>
<p>This isn't to equivocate. The mistakes matter. The mistakes hurt.</p>
<p>The letter I have published today is not about minimizing the mistakes. It's not about glossing over them. It's about finding the path beyond, even if that path is not one we walk down together. The title does not refer to the classic reconciliation between hurt lovers. It refers to the reconciliation of, or with, the <em>self</em>. </p>
<p>I know the feeling of being lost after being cheated on. A world turned upside down, a love spoiled.</p>
<p>Hopefully you can make sense of your world.</p>
<p>Hopefully you can feel seen.</p>
<p><a href="https://www.literotica.com/s/reconciliation-at-all-costs-1">Read the letter, "Reconciliation at all Costs", on Literotica</a>—and sound off in the comments there, if you have anything you want to share. The prompt is genuine. The care earnest. We are all here for each other.</p>
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        <title>5 new poems posted</title>
        <author>
            <name>RC</name>
        </author>
        <link href="https://rambling.chantrix.org/5-new-poems-posted/"/>
        <id>https://rambling.chantrix.org/5-new-poems-posted/</id>

        <updated>2026-03-29T08:34:45-07:00</updated>
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                    <p>I've just posted five poems to my Literotica account. These are about grief and identity and love and sex, and I've stuffed them full of oblique allusion to myth and philosophy and music because that's just what my brain does. I hope you enjoy!</p>

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                <p>I've just posted five poems to my Literotica account. These are about grief and identity and love and sex, and I've stuffed them full of oblique allusion to myth and philosophy and music because that's just what my brain does. I hope you enjoy!</p>

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<li><a href="https://www.literotica.com/p/actualization-1">Actualization</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.literotica.com/p/anamnesis">Anamnesis</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.literotica.com/p/ge">Ge</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.literotica.com/p/i-am-83">I Am</a></li>
<li><a href="https://www.literotica.com/p/orchestra-1">Orchestra</a></li>
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    <entry>
        <title>New story! On the Frittering of Abundance</title>
        <author>
            <name>RC</name>
        </author>
        <link href="https://rambling.chantrix.org/new-story-on-the-frittering-of-abundance/"/>
        <id>https://rambling.chantrix.org/new-story-on-the-frittering-of-abundance/</id>

        <updated>2026-03-11T10:29:24-07:00</updated>
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                    They say you'll never be the villain of your own story. But I knew exactly what I was. Set in 2024, this story follows Malariel, a woman with an eccentric kink who loves nothing more than to ruin her own bonds, wasting her connections with&hellip;
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<p class="p1">They say you'll never be the villain of your own story. But I knew exactly what I was.</p>
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<h2>🔗 <a href="https://www.literotica.com/s/on-the-frittering-of-abundance">Read "On the Frittering of Abundance" on Literotica</a></h2>
<p>Set in 2024, this story follows Malariel, a woman with an eccentric kink who loves nothing more than to ruin her own bonds, wasting her connections with others. She disposes of lover after lover—but she would never toss her best friend aside, right?</p>
<p>A definite departure from my usual theme of people trying their best (even if their best sucks), this story embraces an egotistical and cruel POV character as she spins the web of her own misery. Enjoy?</p>
<p>This is my submission to the <a href="https://www.literotica.com/s/tainted-love-romantic-horror-coming-soon">Tainted Love - Romantic Horror</a> event hosted by <a href="https://www.literotica.com/authors/Erozetta">Lizzette Monroe</a> and <a href="https://www.literotica.com/authors/dirk2024">Clint Brooks</a>. Big thanks to the event hosts!</p>
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        <title>New story! Lofi Pomodoro for Needy Ghosts</title>
        <author>
            <name>RC</name>
        </author>
        <link href="https://rambling.chantrix.org/new-story-lofi-pomodoro-for-needy-ghosts/"/>
        <id>https://rambling.chantrix.org/new-story-lofi-pomodoro-for-needy-ghosts/</id>

        <updated>2026-02-15T10:20:09-08:00</updated>
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                    Physically, you are alone in your room, safe and unobserved. But there are eyes, hundreds of eyes, watching you. Waiting. In this story, you are a terminally online, derealizing loser who just wants to get off in the company of like-minded sickos. :) For the last&hellip;
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<p>Physically, you are alone in your room, safe and unobserved.</p>
<p data-hk="000000000010000000100020000002001001600007a1001011004">But there are eyes, hundreds of eyes, watching you. Waiting.</p>
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<h2>🔗 <a href="https://www.literotica.com/s/lofi-pomodoro-for-needy-ghosts">Read "Lofi Pomodoro for Needy Ghosts" on Literotica</a></h2>
<p>In this story, <strong>you</strong> are a terminally online, derealizing loser who just wants to get off in the company of like-minded sickos. :)</p>
<p>For the last several years, Literotica has hosted a <a href="https://www.literotica.com/series/se/137544682">750 Word Story event</a>. The goal is to write a complete story with only 750 words. Everyone approaches it differently; I used the opportunity this year to do a very experimental second person take on a weird worldbuilding element (the eponymous digital community).</p>
<p><strong>Update</strong>: a (mostly complete) <a href="https://www.literotica.com/s/the-750-word-project-2026-the-stories">list of entries in this year's 750 Word Story event has been posted</a>! Check out some of the other stories, including my second entry, <a href="https://www.literotica.com/s/the-greatest-american-husband">The Greatest American Husband</a>, a short parody of the Loving Wives category.</p>
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    <entry>
        <title>Why I Write Political Smut</title>
        <author>
            <name>RC</name>
        </author>
        <link href="https://rambling.chantrix.org/why-i-write-political-smut/"/>
        <id>https://rambling.chantrix.org/why-i-write-political-smut/</id>

        <updated>2026-02-11T08:38:49-08:00</updated>
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                    Last week, a user in Erozetta's Erotically Inclined Discord server crashed out over "political bullshit." A couple other users were celebrating the launching of dildos at ICE vehicles in Minneapolis. For the angered user, "people spouting political bullshit are ruining the experience"—he ended his rant&hellip;
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                <p class="p3">Last week, a user in <a href="https://www.literotica.com/authors/Erozetta">Erozetta</a>'s Erotically Inclined Discord server crashed out over "political bullshit."</p>
<p class="p3">A couple other users were celebrating <a href="https://bsky.app/profile/daviss.org/post/3mec3j54lqk2k">the launching of dildos at ICE vehicles in Minneapolis</a>. For the angered user, "people spouting political bullshit are ruining the experience"—he ended his rant with "just shut the fuck up" and proceeded to excuse himself from the server.</p>
<p class="p3">I've encountered chilling effects around "political discourse" plenty of times in my life. Lots of people want to enjoy social spaces without confronting the ugly reality of polarized political opinion, without navigating conflicts around beliefs and values. There are contexts in which it makes sense to me, but smut is not one of them.</p>
<p class="p3">Smut itself is highly politicized. What is or is not obscene, what is or is not censored, which 18+ creators are or are not debanked. I think simply choosing to engage in the production of adult content in 2026 is a political question—but many people elide this question, or pretend they do, by making smut they hope will be palatable to some imagined broad political spectrum of readers. If you're just putting textual penises inside textual vaginas and everyone's having a good time, maybe you can avert your eyes from politics for a few minutes.</p>
<p class="p3">That is, as many of you know, not what <i>I</i> choose to do.</p>
<p class="p3">I write explicitly political smut.</p>
<p class="p3">It's not always suffocatingly preachy, but even my most recent submission, "<a href="https://www.literotica.com/s/fellas-is-it-gay">Fellas, is it gay...?</a>", despite being a zany and wholesome romp based on a joke, makes passing acknowledgment of climate change and the rise of naziism in Stewardland.</p>
<p class="p3">Why? Couldn't I have written about a Red Lobster server taking a couple friends home for sexy funtimes without mentioning climate change or nazis? Sure. But it would still have been political, because the characters are queer.</p>
<p class="p3">This is my experience, my lived experience. As a trans person, my body is politicized. As a disabled person, my mind is politicized. As a bisexual, aroace person, my feelings are politicized—and that means my <i>soul</i> is politicized.</p>
<p class="p3">Five years ago I left a job in the video game industry. It was an incredibly good job: I was the lead designer on a game I absolutely adored, I had good relations with the playerbase, I was having fun and riding high. But when I dared to make a couple minor characters gay, my bosses told me that they weren't comfortable putting "political content" in the game. The game had straight romance. The game had murder, war, and that special, fun brand of genocide where it's okay because the people you're wiping off the map are a fantasy species. But a passing mention of the relationship between two male ogres—that was "political."</p>
<p class="p3">The fact is that the only things that aren't deemed "political" are the assumed defaults. The values of the ruling class, and the culture that the ruling class creates. Straight romance wasn't considered political by my bosses.</p>
<p class="p3">These apolitical memes are unassailable. They're not up for debate. No one is trying to destroy straight romance.</p>
<p class="p3">Conversely, when you call something political, you dub it debatable. You dub it destructible.</p>
<p class="p3">Most of my social profiles have a note along the lines of:</p>
<p class="msg msg--highlight "><em>My stories are written on stolen Ohlone land. Fuck genocide, fascists, and borders.</em></p>
<p class="p3">Is that political to you?</p>
<p class="p3">Is it <i>political</i> to say genocide is bad?</p>
<p class="p3">If your answer is yes, that means you want to allow for people who feel otherwise. You want to allow for people who think genocide is cool. You want to allow for people to say "yeah, slaughtering people and stealing their land is good, actually."</p>
<p class="p3">Some political positions should not be tolerated.</p>
<p class="p3">When I say that, I lose some of you. So much for the tolerant left! But the flip side, the null hypothesis, is that the political is taboo. That the political itself should not be tolerated. That my body, mind, and soul should not be tolerated.</p>
<p class="p3">My art is authentic, sometimes to the detriment of its accessibility. There is no way to disentangle my smut from my life, my life from my identity, my identity from a political zeitgeist that seeks to destroy me.</p>
<p class="p3">When you say "shut the fuck up with your political bullshit," you're telling me to roll over and die.</p>
<p class="p3">Needless to say, I won't be doing that.</p>
<p class="p3">The good news is that art can be overtly political and still fuck.</p>
<p class="p3">I'll always remember being a small child, listening to <i>Rattle and Hum</i> with my family. In "<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f71guSIoz_A">Silver and Gold</a>," Bono stops singing and goes on a rant:</p>
<p class="msg msg--highlight "><em>This song was written in a hotel room in New York City</em><br><em>Right about the time a friend of ours, Little Steven</em><br><em>Was putting together a record of Artists Against Apartheid.</em><br><em>It's a song written about a man in a shanty town outside of Johannesburg.</em><br><em>A man who's sick of looking down the barrel of white South Africa.</em><br><em>A man who is at the point where he is ready to take up arms against his oppressor.</em><br><em>A man who has lost faith in the peace makers of the West,</em><br><em>While they argue and while they fail to support a man like Bishop Tutu</em><br><em>And his request for economic sanctions against South Africa</em><br><em>Am I bugging you?</em></p>
<p class="p3">It's an interruption. It raises questions. I was five or six years old, asking my parents what "apartheid" was, what "sanctions" mean. Even today, with that rant so etched into my brain that I could recite it, I pay attention to it when the song comes on. I think about Bono, about U2, about political art, about hypocrisy, about digital rights management and the cruelties of the music industry and the tragedy of celebrities abandoning popular cause.</p>
<p class="p3">None of this <i>detracts</i> from "Silver and Gold."</p>
<p class="p3">It's still a banger.</p>
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<p class="p2">Edited to add: this essay was rejected by Literotica's moderators.</p>
<p class="msg msg--warning"><em>In response to overwhelming feedback from readers, we have decided at this time not to publish works that promote or focus heavily on politics or religion, or political or religious figures or scriptures. Lit readers are bombarded with political disputes on other platforms and they prefer to avoid these types of divisive issues in their erotica.</em></p>
<p>Yeah, yeah. Fuck you.</p>
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        <title>New Page: Story Timeline</title>
        <author>
            <name>RC</name>
        </author>
        <link href="https://rambling.chantrix.org/new-page-story-timeline/"/>
        <id>https://rambling.chantrix.org/new-page-story-timeline/</id>

        <updated>2026-02-06T14:34:18-08:00</updated>
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                    <p>I've added a page where you can peruse all my stories by the year in which they're set.</p>

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                <p>I've added a page where you can peruse all my stories by the year in which they're set.</p>

<p>Check it out here: <a href="https://rambling.chantrix.org/timeline/">Story Timeline</a></p>
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        <title>New story! &quot;Fellas, is it gay...?&quot;</title>
        <author>
            <name>RC</name>
        </author>
        <link href="https://rambling.chantrix.org/new-story-fellas-is-it-gay/"/>
        <id>https://rambling.chantrix.org/new-story-fellas-is-it-gay/</id>

        <updated>2026-02-03T16:46:13-08:00</updated>
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                    Fellas, is it gay to look at your bestie and think, "damn, I'd hit that?" Does it depend on the desired sex acts? Is some sex gayer than other sex? Petilda and Grantley are best friends who would never be attracted to each other. Petilda&hellip;
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<p>Fellas, is it gay to look at your bestie and think, "damn, I'd hit that?"</p>
<p>Does it depend on the desired sex acts? Is some sex gayer than other sex?</p>
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<h2>🔗 <a href="https://www.literotica.com/s/fellas-is-it-gay">Read "Fellas, is it gay...?" on Literotica</a></h2>
<p>Petilda and Grantley are best friends who would never be attracted to each other. Petilda is a lesbian trans woman; Grantley is a gay trans man. But one evening at a Red Lobster they fall into lust with their server—and each other. A mildly zany, extremely wholesome threesome ensues!</p>
<p>For the last several years, Literotica user <a href="https://www.literotica.com/authors/Omenainen">Omenainen</a> has been hosting the <a href="https://www.literotica.com/series/se/489556601">Pink Orchid event</a>. The theme is sex positivity and women as their own sexual agents and subjects of their own lives. This year is my first time entering. I hope you enjoy!</p>
<p><strong>Update</strong>: <a href="https://www.literotica.com/s/pink-orchid-for-women-centric-erotica-2026-the-stories">all the entries for this year's Pink Orchid event have been posted</a>—check them out :)</p>
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        <title>Sad Porn about the End of the World is available now!</title>
        <author>
            <name>RC</name>
        </author>
        <link href="https://rambling.chantrix.org/sad-porn-about-the-end-of-the-world-is-available-now/"/>
        <id>https://rambling.chantrix.org/sad-porn-about-the-end-of-the-world-is-available-now/</id>

        <updated>2026-01-25T00:30:00-08:00</updated>
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                    My book about finding meaning and queer love in dark times is available now! Featuring gorgeous artwork by dahlin-amgn and 10 interconnected short stories, it's sad, it's wholesome, it's horny, it's funny. I think you'll love it. There's a $5 ebook, but it's free on&hellip;
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                <figure class="post__image post__image--right"><img loading="lazy"  src="https://rambling.chantrix.org/media/posts/13/spew-cover-fancy.png" alt="" width="200" height="273" sizes="(max-width: 1920px) 100vw, 1920px" srcset="https://rambling.chantrix.org/media/posts/13/responsive/spew-cover-fancy-xs.png 640w ,https://rambling.chantrix.org/media/posts/13/responsive/spew-cover-fancy-sm.png 768w ,https://rambling.chantrix.org/media/posts/13/responsive/spew-cover-fancy-md.png 1024w ,https://rambling.chantrix.org/media/posts/13/responsive/spew-cover-fancy-lg.png 1366w ,https://rambling.chantrix.org/media/posts/13/responsive/spew-cover-fancy-xl.png 1600w ,https://rambling.chantrix.org/media/posts/13/responsive/spew-cover-fancy-2xl.png 1920w"></figure>My book about finding meaning and queer love in dark times is available <strong>now</strong>!</p>
<p>Featuring gorgeous artwork by dahlin-amgn and 10 interconnected short stories, it's sad, it's wholesome, it's horny, it's funny. I think you'll love it.<a href="#non-existing-page-with-id-12"></a></p>
<p>There's a $5 ebook, but <a href="https://rambling-chantrix.itch.io/sad-porn-about-the-end-of-the-world">it's free on itch.io for queer readers or anyone for whom the pricetag would be a hardship</a>.</p>
<p>There's also <a href="https://www.amazon.com/Sad-Porn-about-End-World/dp/B0GGVBCSYT/">a beautiful paperback edition</a>. It's pricey but gorgeous, and the ideal reading experience.</p>
<p>For more info, <a href="#non-existing-page-with-id-12">check out the book's page here on my website: Sad Porn about the End of the World</a>.</p>
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        <title>Sad Porn coming on Jan 25</title>
        <author>
            <name>RC</name>
        </author>
        <link href="https://rambling.chantrix.org/testing-2-2/"/>
        <id>https://rambling.chantrix.org/testing-2-2/</id>

        <updated>2026-01-10T16:20:00-08:00</updated>
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                    My first book, a short story omnibus called Sad Porn about the End of the World, will be available for purchase on January 25th, 2026. The eBook will be $5 on itch.io and various Draft2Digital storefronts (Smashwords etc.). A paperback edition is also forthcoming. Stay tuned&hellip;
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                <p>My first book, a short story omnibus called <em><a href="https://rambling.chantrix.org/sad-porn-about-the-end-of-the-world/">Sad Porn about the End of the World</a></em>, will be available for purchase on <strong>January 25th, 2026</strong>.</p>
<p>The eBook will be $5 on itch.io and various Draft2Digital storefronts (Smashwords etc.). A paperback edition is also forthcoming. Stay tuned for updates!</p>
<p>For queer readers as well as anyone for whom the pricetag would be a hardship, <a href="https://rambling-chantrix.itch.io/sad-porn-about-the-end-of-the-world">you can pick up a free <strong>community copy</strong> on itch</a>.</p>
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